Broken Records Make the Best Sounds (again, and again, and again, and again...)

When ever I tell someone I'm home schooled, their immediate reaction is usually something like "Don't you get lonely?" and the answer is "yes."
In fact, I get terribly lonely. I feel like I'm missing out on a lot of things that everyone else is a part of.
But here's the thing-I don't want to be a part of it. It's not so much the lack of social interaction that makes me lonely, it's the thought that every one else is interacting that makes me lonely. However, I feel that it's in those times of loneliness, that I find myself. And that's something a lot of people have yet to do. It's a constant searching too. I find myself, and then search and then find myself again. It's a never ending cycle. But not too many of you can understand it. I don't want to go to your school. I don't want to be surrounded by people who hinder my growth-in faith, in education, etc. I am content with who I am and where I'm at.