Tired

I'm so tired.
Tired of being the same.
Tired of fading in.
Tired of sticking out.
I want to be different, but don't know how.
It's never as easy as it seems.
Although that's what I'm told.
I'm so young wishing I was so old.
Feeling stuck and trapped with no where to go.
Wishing I had a place to call my own.
It seems like I never get things right.
It seems like I always complain.
I have no clue what I'm doing.
Where I'm going.
What I want.



I love my family.
I love my friends.
I love my God.
I have a home.
Parnets who care.
Siblings who care.
An amazing girl friend who's always there.
A church that supports.
A talent I can own.
A life that's well worth living.
I want to stick out.
I want to be different.
I want to be tired.