...Down.

I seem to be down on my luck lately. This month started out really good...I don't know what happened. Any who, when I get in these moods here's what gets me through. I recommend you listen to all of these:

• Parachutes by Coldplay
• Gimme Fiction by Spoon
• HOME Vol. 4 by Bright Eyes & Spoon
• Digital Ash in a Digital Urn by Bright Eyes
• Brother, Sister by mewithoutYou

Some other great albums to listen to:

• First Came the Law by Once Nothing
• Hope For the Best But Prepare for the Worst by Saints Never Surrender
• I'm Like a Virgin Losing a Child by Manchester Orchestra
• First Impressions of Earth by The Strokes

I had the wonderful opportunity to finally see my all time favorite band earlier this month, Showbread. All you haters out there can shove it! And the leaves are falling off the trees which is sad in some kind of metaphoric/symbolic way...but it's still a pretty sight.

I recommend reading Save Me From Myself by Brian "Head" Welch, the ex-guitarist of Korn. It's basically about how he went from demented to redeemed. Excellent story and an awesome testimony.

Someone tell me why I feel so down

I got nothing to lose and nothing to prove

just a broken heart and a hole in my shoe

write me a song of hope

that allows me to belong

and we can all be Friends and we'll all sing
along

oh tell me how to feel

show me something real.